I have been down lately and no amount of laughing or sleeping could take away the blues and greys inside.
I lamented alot.
I am losing motivation. Losing grasp of life and not enjoying to live a life.

So I think that enough is enough.
Mich is always good enough for a rebound.

There are uncountable scums in the society and alot are uni grad or undergrad.
I dunno what the fuck they are studying for and I have no idea is this what our education system aimed to be.
Or seriously it is just the defect of character and personality?
Or many of them who were brought up by the comfort that their parents are rich enough to pamper them and provide them with a comfort living, they think that they own the world cos' they are JUST degree graduates?
I dont even give a damn if you are a Master holder cos' they are so many fucking grads out there, that another wont make a difference. And if a Master holder needs to look for a job, maybe he/she is from India.

I just pray that no misfortunes would happen to your family so that you will not learn the horror fact that how fucking common and useless you are to the world.
Really.
You people just make me feel revolted and lost appetite.

I forgot how beautiful the skies are supposed to be and how serene I should feel when the wind blows on my face.

I sudden long for the passion of living again.
I long for the peace in heart and the joy of discovering every small things in life.

I gotta admit that no matter how thankful I am, I just cant really appreciate anything cos' I lost the art of appreciation lately.

So Enough is Enough!

These people can go get angry and nonsensical for all I care. Or better yet, burst your cells and get into depression and free wrinkles because of ME.
I wish you all agony till you learn to let go and admit your own mistakes.(and GROW UP!)

I am trying to learn too that noone will get me upset outside working hours.
So go fuck an atom if you are so free,fuckers.

I should be forgiving as well but so long you dont learn to forgive yourself, do you think I should bother so much?

So the Art of Nonchalance begins again.
I've been down many times.

And I am thankful for the many people I know who have been encouraging.
Angels do exist,to each of our own definition.
And God wont forsake unless you forsake first.

I am just a lil lost and I am ready to drive my way back.

Thank you.
A simple phrase that's more than words.